hatred response 2

i receive a text from unknown
but the number is familiar and well-known
mix emotion came out while recovering
thinking the reason about my suffering.

trying to forget everything
while she's doing something
just to cover the mistake and try to let it fade
even the wrong thing is already made.

ego is high like drugs
justlike the annoying bugs
you have no right to complain
co'z hatred still remain.

my mind is close
no regrets and forgiveness
co'z my heart is pound like glass
love turn to hate
and accept the fate.

we always argue
but you became a statue
even it's hard to recover
promise it will be better.