this is me

some people might think im crazy but im not

some people might think im a weirdo but im not

some people might think im stupid but im not

it's up to you to judge me for the things you saw through my personality i don't care.

i don't care who you are

i don't care about your personality

i don't care if your being deceived 

i don't care if your life is miserable. 

love me if you truly accept me

hate me for being snobbish i don't care.

love me for being sincere

hate me for the false apology because you made me do it.

love me for the rest of your life

hate me for the anger 

because my feelings is already dead since your playing games.

08/20/11 

moving on without you

time to start over

time to love including yourself

time to understand the fact

time to face the reality

time to accept the truth behind those words

time to think the future

time thank everyone including your true friends for being there when your down

time to be happy all the time

time to be focus 

time to enjoy life

time to open your eyes

time to speak about your inner thoughts

time to express your true intention

time to say that "she's gone"

and most of all...

time to move on.

08/15/11

emotion kills

i don't have the heart to laugh

since you hurt me

i don't have a reason to understand your true intention

and i don't want to witness you suffer and beg for forgiveness.

i don't care who you are

i don't care about your past

i don't care if your sick

i don't care if someone stab you.

you don't deserve to be happy

you don't deserve to be love by someone 

you don't deserve being special. 

hate me for being what i am

hate me for being like this

hate me for being clueless.

wish you were dead

wish you were deceived 

wish you were born nothing 

wish you were crazy

wish you were out of my sight.

08/13/11

dreaming for nothing

everyday there's always illusion around you

every minute they whisper for nothing

talking for nonsense or off topic

what will you do?

cover your ears if your afraid to hear the truth

close your eyes if you dont accept the things around you

speak if your truly hurt

speak if you dont pretend

speak if your not happy.

hate the the people around you if your emotions are filled with sadness

hate her and gone for good

hate everything including yourself.

dream for the inner thoughts

dream for a positive way

dream for yourself

dreaming is not a mistake.

 08/11/11