Biyernes, Disyembre 30, 2011

hatred is temporary but the feelings is permanent


as my blood run through my veins
the other half of me remains
i dont't need to accept my fate
co'z i might be suffocate.


good memories will stay
but i don't want to betray
maybe it will always be the same
but im striving to call your name.


if this is the end 
i won't pretend
i'll be sad instead.


feelings will last surely
heartaches is temporary
hatred is normal
but im trying to be formal.


everything is fading through our hearts
but i don't want us to be apart
maybe im upset
but my mind is already set.


thank you for becoming a part of my life
i'll see you afte life
all i want to say is i will always love you
even i suffer and call me a fool 
i will accept to become a tool.






12/30/11

Sabado, Disyembre 3, 2011

a dream that became a nightmare with no certain reason

last night i dream for the happy ending 
in that dream i was walking ang looking for something that i don't know what it is 
but i didn't give up in the end i found the answer of my question in my mind because i saw a name written on the wall
named "xiru" even though i have no idea in the first place but i didn't lose hope to look for the answer in my dream instead i search for it 
i search everywhere in the end i've travel to a place that i don't know where to go and in that dream a guy riding a motorcycle ask me where im going 
i answer "she's waiting for me" and he replied "good luck" and i response to him and say "thanks" after that he left.


after the long travel i've reach my exact location even though im not sure to it but a minute later someone is laughing at me and said "she won't come because she didn't know"
after i heard a voice coming from nowhere i've tried to wake up because i don't want to end that way instead i've tried to wake up no matter what even though i have no idea if im going to make it but i try.


the effort didn't fail but the tears fall on my eyes with no certain reason while im lying on my bed and remembering all the events on my dream.


i think there's a reason why that dream happen


it's because i don't want to lose you forever
after i've finish writing this my tears fall just like the rain with no certain reason 
it's because i don't want to lose you.


11/20/11