hatred response 2

i receive a text from unknown
but the number is familiar and well-known
mix emotion came out while recovering
thinking the reason about my suffering.

trying to forget everything
while she's doing something
just to cover the mistake and try to let it fade
even the wrong thing is already made.

ego is high like drugs
justlike the annoying bugs
you have no right to complain
co'z hatred still remain.

my mind is close
no regrets and forgiveness
co'z my heart is pound like glass
love turn to hate
and accept the fate.

we always argue
but you became a statue
even it's hard to recover
promise it will be better.

freedom

personality suffer
feelings is dead
communication ends
waiting for you to bleed.

silence will haunt
im about to count
letting you go is not a mistake
loneliness starting to unbreak.

you stole it once
im saving it twice
sadness starting to fade
while yours is just being made.

hatred response

the phone rang and i answer the call
but there's no response after all
i ended the call with no idea in the first place
the phone rang again and i answered.

i heard the familiar voice and the mood change
you keep on dreaming even theres no second chance
you did your best to be formal
while my answer is informal.

i've express the real me but your heart is close
you said you miss me but my mind say it's a lie
i don't care if you accept to die.

im happy without you
the mind is already set
even your upset
i don't care
even if you dare.

i'll show no mercy
because my heart is empty
suffer ends
your mind is blind.

i accept my fate
even your feelings is just a game
while im doing the same.

darkside awake
the old self came back
you can't control it
because it's not worth it.