a dream that became a nightmare with no certain reason

last night i dream for the happy ending 

in that dream i was walking ang looking for something that i don't know what it is 

but i didn't give up in the end i found the answer of my question in my mind because i saw a name written on the wall

named "xiru" even though i have no idea in the first place but i didn't lose hope to look for the answer in my dream instead i search for it 

i search everywhere in the end i've travel to a place that i don't know where to go and in that dream a guy riding a motorcycle ask me where im going 

i answer "she's waiting for me" and he replied "good luck" and i response to him and say "thanks" after that he left.

after the long travel i've reach my exact location even though im not sure to it but a minute later someone is laughing at me and said "she won't come because she didn't know"

after i heard a voice coming from nowhere i've tried to wake up because i don't want to end that way instead i've tried to wake up no matter what even though i have no idea if im going to make it but i try.

the effort didn't fail but the tears fall on my eyes with no certain reason while im lying on my bed and remembering all the events on my dream.

i think there's a reason why that dream happen

it's because i don't want to lose you forever

after i've finish writing this my tears fall just like the rain with no certain reason 

it's because i don't want to lose you.

11/20/11