Negative Personality

she think i'm a just tool
she hate to call herself a fool
she's being sarcastic to everyone
even i know she's not the one.

she said her heart is mine
she keep on pretending
she's not doing something
still her personality is being unknown.

she keep on lying
i keep on asking
she's not telling the truth
patience ended
quarrel in the end
sometimes i'm tired.

break-up is her answer
even i didn't accept the solution
still she's a little confused
even i have to refuse.

she thinks she won
even i'm not the villain
at first i suffer
still she's laughing
even she's just nothing.

she hate i've won
co'z she wants to be only one
she thought i'm an idiot
too bad she was wrong
i strive just to prove she's nothing.

A Message for Miejae

love is ruined by your crazyiness

broken shards of feelings is now only tainted memories

dreams that i cherished before are now disgusting 

as i strangle everything from you.

i ignore the smile fading thru your face

i'm laughing watching you bleed that there was nothing in your veins

it's all over between us wipe your fake tears

there's no forgiveness.

even you're afraid to die

still you carry all the lies

too late to realize

it's a waste to of time to analyze.

don't need your f***ing sympathy

your tears is not worthy

stop pretending that i am the f***king villain

co'z you're the one to be blame

stop striving to get a f***king fame.

you won't get any remorse from me

i want you to be murdered 

put a gun thru your head

until you fall from the ground

leaving you without a trace

for me you're a disgrace.

even you're crying with blood

i would gladly stab you instead

until you stop breathing

i'm leaving you without nothing.

crazy imagination

i close my eyes before going to sleep
still i imagine your private part so deep
even i'm embarrassed to cover
but still i'm having a boner.

even you didn't say oh la la
deep inside of me i'm happy
co'z you always touch my tra la la
in my dreams so badly.

when i wake up my boxer is wet
that's what i always get
i love what's on my mind
even if they found out
it won't easily came out.

my hands is tired 
because of craziness i acquired
you're the reason why i felt like this
because of your soft and tender tits.

how i wish i could put my pole thru your hole
i won't stop thrusting 
as long as i'm breathing
until you come
i enjoy hearing your moaning voice
it's my satisfaction
not my imagination.

Pahiram Ako 2

ikaw ba'y marunong mahiya
o sadyang isa ka talagang walang-hiya
sa bagay na iyong nakikita 
kaya't ayaw mong magpadikta.

kapag ika'y natuwa sa nabasa
mabilis ka pa sa kidlat kung mangopya
kahit alam mong marami ang mangungutya
hindi ka nagpapigil at tinuloy ang nais
para magmukhang isang pantas.

ika'y nabuking ngunit pilit lumulusot
nagsalubong ang kilay mukha mo'y nagusot
parang natunaw na kandila dahil nabuking
kaya't hindi ka mapakali at ika'y nagiging praning.

hindi ko kailangan sa inyo'y magpasalamat
sapagkat sobra na't abuso
ako'y inyong nilalamangan at gusto maging tuso
isang bagay ang aking gusto itanong
ang kahangalan mo ba'y bukal sa iyong puso?

walang ibig sabihin sapagkat ito'y isang paalala
sa mga magbabalak para maging sikat
ako mismo ang una sa inyo'y hahatak
hanggang sa putik kayo'y hahalik.

Pahiram Ako

kapag nagustuhan mo ang nakalagay
hindi ka mapakali at baka ika'y makatay
panay ang paghingi ng permiso
na kahit hindi ko alam kung ano ang iyong iniisip
kaya't huwag kang magtangkang sa akin ay sumipsip.

sapagkat hindi kita kilala 
kaya huwag ka na magkaila
maaring ngayon palang ituring mo kong isang kaaway
sa akin ay walang problema kung nais mo ng mamatay.

siraan mo man ako sa ibang tao
wala akong pakialam 
dahil mas higit parin ang nakakaalam
kaya't hindi mo pwedeng itago ang totoo.

ikaw ba'y sadyang ganon lang talaga ang trip
oh talagang gusto mo lang maging sikat
para makuha ang walang sawang pagpuri
kahit ang lahat ng iyong nakuha ay hindi mo naman talaga pag-aari.

magngitngit ka man sa galit
kulang nalang pwit mo'y uminit
wala akong pakialam 
dahil wala ka namang pakiramdam.

Bang Bang

i was five and he was six
made a gun made of sticks
imagining there's a bullet on it
even there's no point doing it.

he wants to be happy 
didn't know truthfully
dreaming to be a serial killer
striving to end his life just like a fugitive
he's accepting all the negative.

he wants to shut me down
and hit the ground
wants to hear the awful sound
even he's the one to blame
he didn't got my name.

too late to realize
even he's been criticize
don't have the time to analyze.

waiting for me cry
and say goodbye
even you didn't try.

three words for miejae 2

didn't notice in the first place
you put a shit on my head
too close for me to bleed
even in the first place your being too greed.

didn't care for the emotion that i felt
and still continues instead 
even my replacement is not deserving 
still all you do is nothing.

let it come all the consequences
watching me to cry and suffer
the saddest part we will never be together
it's okay co'z there's no second chance for a whore.

silence will always haunt you
expect no forgiveness 
co'z i'm waiting for your life to end
wishing someone to put a gun through your head.

it's better if the two of you get killed
i don't care co'z i became cold
someone that never be told
even your trying to be hold.

your karma didn't come for now
soon it will come 
even if you accept your mistakes
i would never show any mercy
fuck you bitch!