a message for len len

i never thought our relationship will put to an end
even back then we were young and careless
immature and delusional
even on my side it's suicidal.

the saddest part you broke up
put a crack on my heart and soul
even some of them call me a big fool
left with hatred and agony
co'z i don't want to end our love story.

a year may past even i have no idea about your life
still i strive just to find you and made a closure
but in the end i failed and forget for sure
even in the first place your pretending to be demure.

more years have past we met again in unknown time
i thought your still the same
even your last name change but still your life is miserable
you thought it will be meaningful and reasonable.

you told me everything about your life
even in the first place i'm pretending for not being deaf
but still all of it faded easily
that i don't want to hear repeatedly.

after long years of waiting were together again even you have no idea for the consequences
for you it doesn't make sense
i understand your situation and dreaming to be with you forever
but all of that is just an illusion and became my worst nightmare.

co'z you've became worst
that i thought i can reverse
your attitude and sadness
in the end all of the effort i made is just useless
even you can't buy it co'z it's priceless.