three words for miejae

we met because of our mutual friends
even in the first place we talked only thru phone
that i never think it's totally prone
until it's totally done.

even the age gap is ten years
i conquer all your fears
staring your angelic face and wipe all your tears
just to hold and never let go.

i'm not expecting for a gift
but i'm thankful for all the effort
the things you did for undying feelings
even sometimes i didn't have a present

in return i make it double and full of surprise
even sometimes your too lazy to rise
it doesn't matter anyway
co'z it's always my lucky day.

your cousin wants to be with me because of lust
but i reject the offer because of your trust
in return break-up without closure
even though your decision is unsure.

it's hard to accept that your gone in the first place
co'z you didn't ask how it hurts
and left me with hatred and bitterness
even though you've already stole my happiness.

still it happens and made it final
didn't ask for tutorial
because of being delusional and greed
all of them are agreed.

i accept the fact that were not meant to be
you've fail because your not deserving
and all the things you did is just only for show
that i want to fade and throw.

i won't accept your false apology
co'z your the reason why i suffer for so long
even in the first place my feelings is real and endless
all of your words are pack with lies.

even if i die because of this
i would never show any mercy just to forgive you
co'z your being selfish
you should suffer with anguish.

and feel the same pain that i have
accept every failure you received
never ask for help from me
just leave me alone.